Today is the Day

Today is the day of Seth's back surgery. In case you don't know, he has scoliosis. In the last year he has had a growth spurt and the curves became significantly more pronounced.

He hasn't expressed any fear, although I can only imagine what he's thinking, that's how he is. I know this surgery is extremely necessary and I have no doubt it is the right thing to do. But last night reality set in for me in as I kind of figured it eventually would. I thought about my little baby Seth napping in the playpen with the vacuum cleaner running (because that is what helped him sleep). Or, the picture I have of him on his little tricycle when he was about a year old. Of all my boys, this one has had the hardest road. This morning when I woke up the thought I've had so many times before popped into my head. Did I do something wrong to cause him to have the problems he's had? I feel bad even when I know I'm not guilty. I admire his bravery, but I know he must be scared. I know it's the right thing, but I wish I could spare him the path that's ahead of him for the next little while...Here is where we start...

Comments

[Dana]

I love you guys and I will be thinkn bout you all day. Please keep me posted and call or text me if u need anything. Dana

[MOM]

You know I love all of my grandchildren, but Seth just pulls on my heartstrings. He is so sweet, but he has always had this look in his eyes that just makes me want to protect him. I agree with you that this surgery is necessary and as a parent you would spare him if you could. We will just pray that the surgery goes well and his recovery is speedy and smooth. Seth is lucky to have all his parents & brothers there to help him out and pamper him just a little. XOXO

[Shannon B.]

Just wanted to post again to let you know I'm praying for his surgery. Please keep us posted and don't be afraid to ask for specific prayer! Lots of love and prayer coming your way my friend!